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HalfMad

by ALTRA CARPE DIEM

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1.
Shake 04:13
03. Shake V Oh, it will be difficult To tell you how I feel Oh, it will be difficult To know what is real Oh, it will be difficult There is a lot at stake I’ll crush my brain and slash my veins And shake, and shake, and shake I’ll crush my brain and slash my veins And shake, and shake, and shake C I’ll stab my soul and let it bleed Until I watch it die That way I won’t feel the need To ask the dumbest question “why” I won’t feel the need to I won’t feel the need to ask you… V Oh, it will be difficult You are so freaking rad Oh, it will be difficult It’s gonna end up bad Oh, it will be difficult There is a lot at stake I’ll bleach my brain and break my bones And shake, and shake, and shake I’ll bleach my brain and break my bones And shake, and shake, and shake C I’ll stab my soul and let it bleed Until I watch it die That way I won’t feel the need To ask the dumbest question “why” I won’t feel the need to I won’t feel the need to ask you… B I am too deep in this But if I let myself wonder And If I let myself breathe And If I let myself anchor On this… V There is a lot at stake I’ll stay the same and simply live And shake, and shake, and shake
2.
Girls 02:42
02. V Girls have their way with words. Girls have their way with moves. Girls like to wear short skirts. Girls like to shake it up until the house grooves. C Speak to me, baby. Am I being difficult? I am sorry; I don’t understand your dialect. What did you say? Am I killing you? Is it too revealing? Oh, no… Is it too deceiving? Oh no… Relax and breathe: in and out, in out V Girls like to wear sexy clothes Girls like to cook and help you shave And often they can cause your foes And I am sure you can be brave C B Girls like to do your dishes Girls like to dance around a pole Girls like to hear your wishes Who do you think is in control? C
3.
V “She is our mother,” We replied to the church preacher. “She raised us right without a father, She was our mentor and our teacher.” V “No one will ever love us more than she” We replied to the state psychiatrist “She sews patches on our clothes And fits our shoes at a podiatrist.” V “She is our mother,” We said to the county judge “She disciplines us right We understand her and don’t hold a grudge.” V Jake, Shane, and I overdosed All of us loved her so much Mike went to prison, the rest no one knows She raised us right and we don’t hold a grudge.
4.
Magical Girl 03:15
V When the moon is full And the stars are bright, Then the wizards rule In the light’s delight. Then I tap my finger, And the birds line up, And the stars will linger, As I make my mind up. C I am a magical girl I’ll charm you. I’ll try you I’ll touch you. I am a magical girl Come closer, one inch. Don’t let your mind to whirl. Don’t think I am a witch, I’m just a harmless girl. V I will get my blanket Just to cover you I will sing you sonnets And I’ll see you through I’ll summon the angels To watch you asleep I will make the demons Tip-toe on their feet C B I hear your thoughts; I know what’s on your mind Magic’s in the air, let yourself go Shake off your doubts, I‘ll take you for a ride The time has come, slow, slow C
5.
Hypocrite 05:23
V You are holding an inhaler In one hand While the other Reaches for a cigarette I understand your problem But blaming Phillip is a stretch Quit pissing and moaning Shut up and get a patch C The world is built on the shoulders of the brave Flush the hypocrite down the drain: Green people, who use bleach Religious people who false-preach Noisy neighbors who gossip too much Dear friends who hold a grudge Double standard and two-faced Chauvinistic, and disgraced V I am sorry you can’t fit In one airplane seat And I don’t mean to punch but What did you have for lunch? Do you blame fast food? Do you blame your fate? And I don’t mean to be rude But you are what you ate C V Did you trip at a mall? Did you have a hard fall? Claiming a broken neck? Waiting for that fat check? I’m sorry you’re in pain I’m getting a migraine You case we must explore You’ve got less dignity than a whore C
6.
Diana 05:15
V Do you think graffiti will be washed off LA in a thousand years? Do you think someday we will leave this city? Do you think our souls will live on, when the sky clears? Did I introduce myself? C I am Diana, the dark side of love I’ll bring out all of your demons I’ll take you high above, If you want me to, I’ll show you all of life’s secrets. V Do want fame, fortune, immortality? I am a glass of wine: half-empty or half-full No, I don’t have all the answers; I am scared of this reality Did I introduce myself? C B The waltz of pain and vain, The moment in time so short, Our demise will hurry soon, But this is what I want V I have the powers of heaven and hell But when it comes to us, the complexities end I will be floating over the moon, shouting, “What will you do? Will you take a stand?” C
7.
V Put your strawberries in the fridge Pour yourself champagne Tonight it’s time we celebrate Our sorrows and our gains Tonight, my friend, we drink to us To all that could have been To all our dreams and all our falls Anew life we’ll begin C We’ll drink to all the lovers, who could not meet To all the dreams, which didn’t come to pass To all the dreamers, who could not succeed To all the souls that never found their rest V Tonight we’ll live one day at a time Believe in what things seem to be Life is too short, we are in our prime Some things are never meant to be I can’t be yours, you can’t be mine The fact that we cannot resent Our lives will never intertwine Let’s be naive and let’s pretend C We’ll drink to all the lovers, who could not meet To all the dreams, which didn’t come to pass To all the dreamers, who could not succeed To all the souls that never found their rest B I understand, you think it isn’t worth a dime. We both wish this moment we could stretch. There is a silver lining paradigm: What is a moment, but a lifetime in a sketch? C We’ll drink to all the lovers, who could not meet To all the dreams, which didn’t come to pass To all the dreamers, who could not succeed To all the souls that never found their rest.
8.
The Future 02:53
V Sticking the headphones deep into my head, I step on the black strap of the treadmill. I turn up the volume way past the norm: Let my head ring like a freaking church bell. I am running fast with fierce and anger, Punching the invisible criminal in his face Am I running back or running forward? Running in a hamster wheel or a rat race? C Meanwhile, life goes on, and there are no lost causes, I am most grossly misunderstood. There are no victims, only necessary losses, The future is still bright and it’s all good V I am running for a break, The only chance I’ll ever have Don’t know, if I’ll ever get to my destination But if I break my neck, while on my way I’ll be OK, a necessary situation. B Maybe, I won’t see the light Maybe, fingers I will cross Maybe, it will be alright Maybe, I will be that loss C Meanwhile, life goes on, and there are no lost causes, I am most grossly misunderstood. There are no victims, only necessary losses, The future is still bright and it’s all good
9.
Orange Sky 04:48
V Under an orange sky In the burned out valley I live out my life Dark alley, dark alley C At night I’m drunk, picking up a blade Engraving it in my skin Drift to half-mad, half-dead state Hit rock bottom till tomorrow At night I’m drunk, picking up a blade Engraving it in my skin Drift to a half-mad, half dead state I hit rock bottom till tomorrow I’ll wake early Fighting resistance Clean up my cuts Oh-oh Then I’ll ask, who needs assistance V Forgiving, forgetting Shutting off my mind Not accepting, not regretting Living through the daily grind B But at night, by midnight’s heft I’ve got no strength to fight left
10.
Decadence 04:09
V Your bloodless face, I’m watching in the dark You’re painting shadows into reality I’m hypnotized and ready to embark I’m burning to embark on immortality C Luxurious self-indulgence Sensual trance Sweet, dark silence Oh, decadence V My sensual desire for you is out of control The sands of time, eternity, I measure I’m ready to exchange my mind and soul I am awaiting the forbidden pleasure C B The art belongs to the artistic genius It is too late; I’ve given it my heart I’m drinking poison toasting to you The art is for the sake of the art. V Sweet clouds of smoke are rising from afar. I’m drinking red: my mind’s altered and entranced. I’m walking towards you, you’re still too far. Don’t keep me safe – my soul belongs to decadence. C
11.
01. Hang in there V You’ve had a bad day, Things look so dark. Your life has gone astray, You’ve lost your spark. You just got fired You’ve lost your loan You are so tired You are alone C Hang in there – it’s gonna be OK. Hang in there – it’s gonna be alright. Hang in there – at the end of each tunnel. Hang in there – there is a light. Hang in there – at the end of each storm. Hang in there – there is the sun. Hang in there – at the end of each road. Hang in there – there’s room to run. V You ran into your ex Your car broke down You’re planning a world hex You are having a meltdown You lost an “all in” bet You think life isn’t fair You like the hot brunette But she’s never there C B There is a loss that has touched every home There is a love that has hurt every heart It’s the ugly truth, but you have to move on This conflict will tear you apart C

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Debut album from Altra

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released August 10, 2010

Recording Engineered by Sebastian Haimerl at Steakhouse Studio & Malibu Sound Studio
Mixed by Sebastian Haimerl at Malibu Sound Studio
Mastered by Adam Ayan at Gateway
Mastering Studios

Executive producer: Altra
Distributed by Altra Music
www.altramusic.com
Produced by Sebastian Haimerl,
Malibu Sound Music Productions
Los Angeles, California
www.malibusound.com
Tel: (818) 992-8866

Photography by David Young-Wolff
Artwork by Aaron Shechet, David Young-Wolff & Altra
Artwork Design by Andrew Behla - www.behladesign.com
Molly Gutman | Molly’s Vocal & Piano Studio
Costa Mesa, California Tel: (714) 501-2234
www.ocvoiceteacher.com

Altra would like to thank everyone, who contributed ideas, cared, and helped make this happen: Molly Gutman, Igor Chaika, Aaron Shechet, Nash Salah, Andrey Chaika, Travis Webb, Wade Zinn, Jen Mandel, Tim Wager, Boris Protassov, Galina Protassova, Tatyana Sviridova, Kiril Ovdin, Heidi Garcia, Evonne Durand.

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